just like i remember

i keep going back there
hoping to find something there that might be a hint of hope
but only to be totally unsure of wats there and well end up feeling down
so come on man do something i tell myself
but lyk wat?
ask some lame stupid question? tell em bout someone else?
i prob wont even get replied
so yeahh
sadly of the two
i think its afterall
hate :((((
juz as much as i dun wanna admit it

and yaa I cant stand the stupid brightsparks personal statement thing
its soo hard to write
and confusing too cos lyk wont different scholarship providers require you write your stuff in line with wat they want?
im gonna take forever to get this crap done mann

and muahaha today we jammed, me yong and leong (hey it rhymes)
and i think im getting better at drumming man..haha
and now im awfully broke,
muz be tt mrazzz who better be gdd else i'll kill leongmingwei
who is now prob in bali having fun with i dunno trees?
all i think bout there is lyk a couple of beaches trees hotels resorts and bombs terrorists groups, etc, etc
take care joel..hahahahha

and so i wonder where you are right or what you're doing
but i juz hope you're ok and happy

and oo yaa STALKER STRIKES BACK AGAIN
shit man its gross, disgusting and juz ewww
cos lyk when you go on to friendster and you see WHO'S VIEWED ME
n den you feel lyk puking n goo lyk eeeeeeeeewWWWWWWWW
this sucks man sucks sucks sucks sucks

anddd DAVID GOH HAS NO SIDEBURNS...AGAIN! saddddd