just like i remember

goodbye.

2006-05-06T02:59:00.000+08:00

i'm sure you always feel my eyes on you
but i hope that you will never feel unwanted

moved.

2006-05-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

yest was our first wonderful cycling trip, starting from rj to newton to shenton way, where we went at a wonderful speed of 10 km/h, where daryl fell cos of a branch, where joel's chain broke, where glee's gears couldnt work, where we ate damn lot, where the mats at satay club are damn racist and where it was all very fun. hahah..

so i went home at 2 feeling damn tired and sleepy, till i woke up at 6 and feelin damndamndamn horrible, wif pain behind my spine and under my ribs and in my lungs when i tried to breathe in, and i seriously tot i was gg to die, and den u start to think bout everything you miss and den u feel reeally really sad..haha.. so i went back to camp, went to see e medical officer n gee man he sucked so he juz gave me some painkillers..

yup so im back at home having slept for 5 hours and feelin sad cos i've to go back in 4 hours time..haha

2006-04-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

and well exactly what i expected.

yohooo this wkend is damn exciting though i've sucky guard duty but who cares

2006-04-22T02:54:00.000+08:00

so much for the gay dreamix which had too many bands n most of em sucked shit.
anw looks lyk its back to budget weekend for me wif only 70 bux to spend for the rest of the month if i stick to so-gonna-fail savings scheme..haha..

and so time's gonna come to an end soon at signal institute and soon i'll be eating crap at SIR or some crap place where i'll prob be feeling moody and sad..... and i think i should buy ahem original records from now on cos e quality kicks ass compared to those you dl! though my super nice discman is dead but aye who cares for now..

and so much for my wonderful resolution
for everyday i think even more of yu
and well seriously speakin,
i juz hope that yu'll be happy

2006-04-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

sweeeet man dun miss this whoeveryouare!

2006-04-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

crap man i think im falling sick, and wohoo tmr's gonna be an exciting day, melv's fren esmond is gonna jam wif us and hopefully his singing kicks ass and soon we'll be big..haha.. n tmr we'll be having our first meeting wif see hong, n well quite frankly, the pressure's on him to produce the designs, and well guess there's juz lots of uncertainty now, and hopefully it'll kick off soon man..
and dude, its over and hopeless man,
people dun stay the same forever, wont feel e same way anymore

2006-04-09T02:04:00.000+08:00

wohoo pressplay's back! though it goes against the spirit of allowing skl bands to play and an MP is supposedly invited which goes against the anti-establishment setiments of pressplay...hahahaha.. n our tee shirt business is getting started too its damn exciting man yayyyy

and this time
I'll admit, that I miss you, I miss you
yeahh, unattainable gal
and you're the most gorgeous thing ever created.

2006-03-26T09:11:00.000+08:00

arghh i've so many things to do, im lost and confused as to do what first,
and i bet i'll end up not doing anything at all
n the edb interview's on thurs
and i've to wear my lousy formal clothing
and i'll get to skip line exercise (WOHOO)

and yeah, perfect

2006-03-26T01:24:00.000+08:00

and yup its back again

2006-03-25T02:44:00.000+08:00

the kinda dream where you keep running, wanting to meet someone, but you never reach the person, and you wake up feeling sad and disappointed, even though you know its stupid to feel that way.

2006-03-17T01:58:00.000+08:00

and i try hard not to feel it
but i do

2006-03-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

i keep going back there
hoping to find something there that might be a hint of hope
but only to be totally unsure of wats there and well end up feeling down
so come on man do something i tell myself
but lyk wat?
ask some lame stupid question? tell em bout someone else?
i prob wont even get replied
so yeahh
sadly of the two
i think its afterall
hate :((((
juz as much as i dun wanna admit it

and yaa I cant stand the stupid brightsparks personal statement thing
its soo hard to write
and confusing too cos lyk wont different scholarship providers require you write your stuff in line with wat they want?
im gonna take forever to get this crap done mann

and muahaha today we jammed, me yong and leong (hey it rhymes)
and i think im getting better at drumming man..haha
and now im awfully broke,
muz be tt mrazzz who better be gdd else i'll kill leongmingwei
who is now prob in bali having fun with i dunno trees?
all i think bout there is lyk a couple of beaches trees hotels resorts and bombs terrorists groups, etc, etc
take care joel..hahahahha

and so i wonder where you are right or what you're doing
but i juz hope you're ok and happy

and oo yaa STALKER STRIKES BACK AGAIN
shit man its gross, disgusting and juz ewww
cos lyk when you go on to friendster and you see WHO'S VIEWED ME
n den you feel lyk puking n goo lyk eeeeeeeeewWWWWWWWW
this sucks man sucks sucks sucks sucks

anddd DAVID GOH HAS NO SIDEBURNS...AGAIN! saddddd

2006-03-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

a bag of air
haha i think im crazyyy
oh well

and yayy block leavee, though i really dunno wat im gonna do but oh well YAYYYY

2006-03-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

i realised for the past dunno how many entries
i've been on and on bout the same sad thing
so its been so long ago
yet i still feel the samee
and sadly i really dun think there'll ever be another chance

2006-02-25T11:01:00.000+08:00

why dun i see you around

sometimes u juz wish u understood everything

2006-02-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

songs that bring back so much,
tt you end up feeling both happy and sad for the rest of the day,
sets you thinking all about it,
till even the smallest item
lyk the super red perfect apple at the cookhouse
reminds you all bout it

mayb tts the true meaning of it all
to just want the best ever possible for tt someone else
and still be glad bout it
though you've prob lost it all

2006-02-19T16:30:00.000+08:00

that feeling of being all alone in this big world
guess its juz tt usual long for someone to be there for once

and the all time freaky weirdo is back
when i saw the who-viewed-me part of my friendster
when i read some msg someone sent
sick man

and everyone's gg thru bad times
friendships fragile as the wind
sometimes maybe its better to give way

and now i've 4 spanking new super nice songs i've written
and i hope it'll be done up soon
or prob never
and all written for the same thing

my dad's gg new zealand for his ironman
its kinda scary knowing how dangerous it is if he lyk overexerts himself
keep praying
i wonder how this family functions
its really amazing
the hand of God

and well thank God for my friends
im really grateful :)

2006-02-18T16:40:00.000+08:00

juz spanking

i prob had e worse week of my entire life man

my wallet gone

and at range, i forgot to empty those used rounds from my helmet and yay they found it during the spotcheck and i was lyk shitttt and shittt and shitttt and i seriously wanted to die, juz keep prayin, all the way back on the tonner, while everyone was happily singing their asses off, i prob nv felt anw lower..k i think i haf though but i still felt dmannn loww. and yeahh so the next day, the commander of the platoon next to me told em tt blah blah got charged and i was lyk omg im dead. n so during bcct and strength training i was soo depressedd everyone was lyk david u k blah blahh.. nv felt lower mann

but

thank God, who i know is always there no matter wat

is a God tt listens

instead of being confined
i got let out even though i lost my 11b

no one told me i got charged or anything

n thank God for the guys in my platoon

i really felt his peace in my heart
and i know he's in control
amen man

and well looks lyk results we prob end up really near my birthday
which kinda sucks though its juz another day tt only u rmb

and yeahh guess tt line really confirmed it all,
tt wat i tot was really true
n well so its another fren lost
sigh

2006-02-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

i juz had e worse week ever man, sit test it rained lyk hell, i had abrasions tt was super gross even the sergent was lyk "sick", my specs broke, and lastly worst of all i lost my wallet, which had my stupid 11b, so im prob gonna be confined n feelin sad next week..o well.. n of cos e usual depressing things bout my life..haha.. anw guess theres still some lil things tt make ur day so much more bearable :)

2006-02-05T17:12:00.001+08:00

juz 4 lousy more weeks david gohhhhhh, k army is sooo boringg n i realised i've been in tt lousy island for lyk 9 wks alr.. and well i really felt lyk air man, its lyk how u wish soo much tt someone would actually talk to u, but realise after a while ur only part of e background n its simply lyk ur not there..sighh forget it..as always, noe its damn stupid of me to still do after so long but arghh wat the heck.. n yeahh i bought janahan's drums n i din tell my mom n she got really pissed, n i feeelin totally horrible called her up to say im sorry den she went on this "wat if next time i leave home n dun tell u how would u feel" thing n i felt even worse but well guess at least i called her up which i think made her feel better.. n crap man results are coming out, n i've this sinking feelin cos i juz noe its gonna sucked cos i din even finish some paper, n i can juz picture brian ang shakin his neckless head when handing me e results den i'll sadly call home n my sisters would be lyk "aiya its ok lah dun be too sad"..haha o well, n den, i've to go back to camp which makes it only worsee..sometimes i juz wish certain things din happen, den maybe things might haf turned out differently but instead it was juz sweet n happy times for a while, denn sadness forever..sheeshh i live a depressed life..haha n wah lao ahem someone still owes em 20 bux from dxo agess ago n now conveniently ignores my msgess its annoyingggg...

n soo in half an hour i've to leave home for camp,
n wish how things might haf been so different n happy

2006-02-05T17:12:00.000+08:00

2006-01-29T02:15:00.000+08:00

hola hola hooooo im backkk n woahh i havent updated this stupid blog for so long but not lyk anyone reads it anw i guess so lalala who caress..k so for the past 234324523423423 hours i've....

1. been to field camp which sucked to the core cos the commanders are assholes
2. been dripped outfield by a lousy medic who poked me 3 times
3. did not see the stupid wild boar which everyone claimed they saw
4.threw away 4634634 packets of lousy combat rations
5.found out my buddy's a #@%$#%$#
6. THINK i lost weight (HAHHAHAHA)
7.bought a DAMN NICE CAP (YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY)
8.watched a stupid show called fearless
9.dreamt almost every nite
10.realised results are coming out in 2 wks
11. realise i dun really care bout my results
12.scared tt i dun care bout my results n my future sad life

n sheesh i shud get over it, hide it in some corner of my mind

2006-01-08T18:11:00.000+08:00

pls pls juz a word

2006-01-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

n u realise how plain everything is gonna be from now on

well its all for the better

i think

sigh

2006-01-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

so read my book with a boring ending
a short story bout a lonely guy

sad

2006-01-02T10:13:00.000+08:00

#$@$#@@!#$#@%
i feel depressed
wat a great way to start a rubbish new year

2006-01-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

i lost my cap!:( sigh everything's gg wrong as usual and my throat hurts lyk mad..o well mayb tts how my life's meant to be

cold turkey

2005-12-31T12:29:00.000+08:00

help im dying

2005-12-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

sigh i muz go back tmr n they'll def kill us off
anw it was a great break
and im thankful for everything in my life..haha

2005-12-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

that same old down hopeless feeling

sigh o well

2005-12-07T10:36:00.000+08:00

me and family-who-made-me-wait-so-freakin-long-i-was-damn-mother-pissed

2005-12-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

david goh's before-army-exercise-program is officially over..hahahahah
today i had one super heavy supper
n now hannah goh showed me the strawberry cheesecake ice cream
so well heck it..hahahah

2005-11-30T12:58:00.000+08:00

omg tts my second terrorist dream n this was damn real, lyk terrorist bombing some oil refinery, den it exploded wif a blue flame!haha scary.. n i hate my sister wth is her prob..

2005-11-30T01:31:00.000+08:00

hahahhahaahhaa

2005-11-30T01:25:00.000+08:00

k its time i should really really stop
im sorry

2005-11-29T17:28:00.000+08:00

my sucky area is damn messy n i've to pack it up before i leave, n its super idiotic how everyone is tellin you to keep ur notes for em when its so much work..haha.. n im spending damn lot now man, i've 7 threadless shirts altogether, n wif all e sucky prom stuff it'll be lyk hundreds of bucks.....

2005-11-27T15:44:00.000+08:00

i hate it when you go away for some time from home
only to come back realising how everything's the same
your screwed up life where everyone's angry and all the lies you've been living
thinking everything's perfectly normal
and it really pisses you off when people say how awful everything is for them
when they dun even noe wat you're gg thru

2005-11-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

yayy one last paper to go, though other pp are already playing their asses off..haha.. n well guess today's prob one of the last times, so yaa sometimes u juz gotta learn how to treasure stuff, cos it wont always be lyk this, n well sadly everything's gonna change really soon, n thats juz another one of the sad facts of life, lyk not being able to have things ur way...i'll miss yu

2005-11-22T17:53:00.000+08:00

juz a few minutes and a couple of simple words to make ur day :)

2005-11-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

but still it hurts
sigh cant anything be done? a second chance?

2005-11-21T15:39:00.000+08:00

after thinkin bout it e whole bus ride home, i realised tt im a selfish idiotic boy, and all tt i tot bout was only myself and nth else..n well at least now i realise it but ya anww it prob doesnt make much of a diff i guess..
its not bout me, its bout yu, n all i want is for yu to be happy n see yu smile

2005-11-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

mayb i shud juz stop cos im prob only makin things worse.
sighhh

2005-11-20T17:21:00.001+08:00

k im gonna try everything i can.everything, cos i realised i've really nth to lose anw, and for yu everything is worth losing.
well of cos unless yu tell me to piss off, or somebody else walks in. o well...

2005-11-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHH IM DYING

2005-11-20T17:08:00.000+08:00

get a life david

2005-11-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

k haha e groom today was damn funny! n i was sweatin lyk a pigg of cos, i'll prob nv wear shirts again unless im forced too..haha, n another day without studyin, n now i gettin kinda scared..o well..

and yu were the most beautiful thing there, that you cant help but juz stare sometimes
and bet i was annoying as usual, yet feeling horrbily down and sad on the inside as i look at yu
well guess this'll prob be the last time i'll be next to yu
and so once again i'll continue to dream bout yu all the time, and never wanna let yu go.

2005-11-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

though i noe its prob all hopeless
but it still makes u smile
n so i guess tts wat it really means

2005-11-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2005-11-09T21:23:00.000+08:00

stand and watch
everything you try's in vain
you wish u cld do so much more to help
and inside it saddens you too

2005-11-07T00:39:00.000+08:00

it totally sux when u wish u cld do sth but realise ur totally powerless to.

2005-11-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

with every single letter in every single word
there will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl.

THERE IS

2005-11-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

when you take a step back and look your life, then only u realise how insignificant wat ur gg thru noww really is and there's soo much more ahead, well unless of cos u conk out and die halfway i guess..haha.. yup so i guess its really great to noe ur purpose in life n really wat u want it to be about, and when at times u forget bout it, u only get stressed, confused and frustrated at urself. well im reeeally thankful for gg for adult service today mann, reminds us of after all, who's above everything, and really, why, there's nth to be afraid about, success or failures, cos its all in his hands, who shapes the lives of every single soul here on earth..haha..well juz thankful i realised tt..

and well i guess believing in somethingg really has to come from some form of personal conviction, and well even thoughh i wish that this that this that happens, i realised lykk gee wont it be juz kinda superficial?well i guess it could really a true encounter and tts wat i really hope for, but well it all juz seems lyk me being selfish.. yeaa well so i guess even though it'll prob remain insidee me for a pretty longg time, its juz sth tt i've to come to terms wif, tt its not so easily possible, well of cos nth is impossible, but ya seems lyk juz sth i've to accept, bitter it may be,well at least for noww..haha i love dreamingg and deceiving myself..haha..

n yest niteee i found my enlistment letter again n i realised tt hey!im gg in exactly the same time as the son!muahahahhahahaha! though wat e heck actually i dun really care its juz to make myself feel better..hahahah..

2005-11-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

o well guess it juz aint easy

2005-10-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

pure crunch

2005-10-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

SWEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

2005-10-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

wat a lousy day man, n its all juz cos of tt #@@%$#%#$@#$@#%#$@ person who shall not be named. and well guess its from this horrible experiences of life tt we really learn from it n do e same stupid things again, and well some sad stuff, juz cant be helped i guess and so everything goes on and so there's pretty no point living in the past, n wishing how everything could haf been so yup... and its my mom's birthday tmr n of cos im feeling lyk a horrible son..o well.. n its time to start eating noodles and no more extra-rice for me noww.haha and i want a new guitarrrrrr

2005-10-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

and the same old feeling's back again
sighh guess it'll nv go away
haha sighh o well asdjklajdkaj pjaospcjad iwannadie

n i realised everything's gonna go very fast from here, 2 wks to exams, 5 to e end it, and 6 to army!haha bleaghhh well guess things juz gotta change n sooner or later u gotta accept stuff for how it is n movee on.. n omgg mann vacant affair is damnnnn nice! they sound lyk a pro band mann..

2005-10-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

yayyyyyyyy this kicks ass we're done wif it n hopefully we wont need to do it again in a loooong looong cos its soo freakin boring n tiring..ahhaha n k time to start studyin omgggg man its only 2 wks more to e real thinggg...

2005-10-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

wah lau i seriously hate those kinda 2 face peopleee, anww its all e better, guess its juz back to the three of us and i dun really care bout wat others sayy..pffffp

2005-10-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth

sigh o well, i'll never ever ever ever forget you.

2005-10-10T17:35:00.000+08:00

just cant understand why, am i tt hateable?

2005-10-10T17:23:00.000+08:00

and so you're gone

2005-10-09T01:21:00.000+08:00

its hard. really really really hard.

2005-10-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

today was a major pig out..hahaha my family went to tt funny welder's oven funny place n we lyk only ate meat, meat and........more meat!lyk all e fatty pork knuckles n e sausagess n after tt i cld think bout nth except for all e grams of fat i consumedd..hahahah gd luck to my lousy napfa.. n as usual, today's yet another bleaghhh feelin day, juz lyk everyother day...sigghhhhhhh n sometimes u juz wonder why everything doesnt always seem to go rite, tt mayb ur life's juz meant to be sad n miserablee, wif all these stuff gg on in my life tt really makes me feel so hopeless.. well and so as i try to get over it and yeaaa it hurts lyk crazzy n cant stop thinkin bout it all e time, guess all tt i really want, is for u to be happy, with everything gg smoothly, den i'll be too, and tts all i ever wish for noww...

2005-10-08T03:00:00.000+08:00

cant cant cant cant cant

2005-10-08T02:15:00.000+08:00

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
guess everything has to come to an end
and i wish sth could be done
anything
a word or two
but then again
im juz another stupid useless fool
so well
guess everything jus suckss from noww onn

2005-10-06T11:55:00.000+08:00

n soon you'll be leaving and i wont see you again

2005-10-06T11:48:00.000+08:00

bleaghh i dun seem to be recovering, i wenta run this morning, n i felt lyk puking out my lungs, and i tot i had to run out of e lousy forest first at least cos i din wanna die at such a lousy place..

n so now everything seems gloomy, sad and hopeless,
and i juz feel lyk giving everything up
sighhhh.

2005-10-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

why do i even bother esp when im such a pest

2005-10-04T00:48:00.000+08:00

feel it everyday, dream about it all the time, its always on my mind,
and im confused too, hurt, juz have to idea wat to do,
only to sit there doing nth n keep prayin, n keep hoping,
for some miracle, tt all those happy dreams can come true one day,
n i juz cant accept things now, tts why im not letting go,
i juz cant n i dun think i ever will.

2005-10-01T20:18:00.000+08:00

davidgoh is dyingggggggggg, i kept drinking waterr n noww i feel lyk puking out everythinggg n i feel juzzzzz horribleeee..helpppppppppppp

2005-10-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

swell mannnnnnnnn

2005-09-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

k went for some stupid pri skl class gatherin n i realised i was a rotten kid! (or am)hahaha i was thinkin lyk crap how can u rmb such useless stuff..haha.. n yayyy praise God for e results mann wohoo..haha..

i noe its seems meaningless, i noe its painful,
but i juz cant change e way i feel n its juz tt part of me tt refuses to let go n forget.
i'll juz keep waiting till i die and fade awayyyy

2005-09-28T01:22:00.000+08:00

k yayyy we're done finally which took freakin long n was such a draggggg mannn...
n now i've to start running again to shed the kfc and pizza hut..hahahha

so swallow it down, whatever it is

2005-09-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

k i nv felt so tired before n i juz feeel lyk tts sth missin n its tt same bleaghhh feeling u feel till u really go crazy but unoe u cant do a crap bout it..o well..

2005-09-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

it only cuts deeper each time..sighh

2005-09-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

super duper niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-09-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

juz cant...

2005-09-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

i wannnaaa diee this is wayy tooo long mann n everyday i juz feel slpy n dun feel lyk doing anything at all..n i think im living a lie but i dun caree..

2005-09-12T18:51:00.000+08:00

bad bad bad bad bad

and yay see hong said ok, so here we go man, time to quit school..haha

2005-09-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

i want thisssssssssss

2005-09-08T19:11:00.000+08:00

so is there nothing left to hope for, nothing left to dream about

2005-09-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

i'll do anything....

2005-09-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

sighh why is everyone lyk soo down noww mann, this totally suckss..n well i feel even bleagher now cos of tt n well mayb i really shud juz stop it all cos im a botherrr..bleagh am i really such a pain..sighh...

it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
yeah, I'm still alive

2005-09-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

wonder how u are...

2005-09-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

hope everything's ok man..o well.. n realise im one big nuisance most of e time..sighh

2005-08-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

k sighh dun think i'll get over it, keep thinkin bout it over n over again n it juz feels sooo bleaghhh n sadd, n it.... o well guess it'll stay wif me for a really long time n well juz appreciate e way things are noww i guess.............

2005-08-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

dun think i ever can

2005-08-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

k the national library kicks asss man..haha n studyin is damnn bleaghh.. n in skl giant is getting more n more annoyin evereyday, though lyk i try to be nice being a ahem nice person but after a while it juz ucks me out mann... n k im gonna get a new bag to replace some smelly, rotting green crumpler..haha yayy, n e stupiid shop near the scary demonic witchcraft shop which joel could supposedly feel sth when he was nearr is closedd all e time..haha bleaghh

2005-08-25T00:38:00.000+08:00

still cant

2005-08-16T17:15:00.001+08:00

k n yest i actually thought there was some hope..sighh...

wake up david, the dream's over..

2005-08-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

k n yest i actually thought there was some hope..sighh...

wake up david, the dream's over..

2005-08-15T18:48:00.000+08:00

joke about, do stupid stuff, yet hurtin behind it all..o well tts wat my life is bout anww..

Broken Car

Grey is the sky today and so is my heart
memories of a friendship that now seems so far,
chased dreams of past days...I was really fine!
I have never thought my best friends could ruin all this time

I told you about my jealousy and what makes me feel sad
don't you really understand why I feel so bad?
are you still the girl who, smiling, won the fight
against the run-down battery of my broken car?

that's a song to say goodbye, to a girl that I still love as a friend
I hope she'll understand what I mean...

Everything falls down to the ground
everything i hate: it happened!
now i ran away: it's over!

The cd players is running. That is our song.
It reminds me of a the time gone, where I don't belong.
this is my decision: we won't meet again!
that's the only way in which we can still be friends

Please dont say anything!Please dont say a word!
I want you to run away instead of fighting against the world
I won't to take a step back, I won't look back no more
just becauseI'm scared of how much I felt lost before....

that's a song to say goodbye, to a girl that I still love as a friend
I hope she'll understand what I mean...

Everything falls down to the ground
everything i hate: it happened!
now i ran away: it's over!

Everything falls down to the ground
I won't meet again the girl I
want to be my friend. It's over!

and i'll be ur memory..sighhh

2005-08-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

i wanna die.

2005-08-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

sighhhhh why must it be this way :((((

i'll nv find someone else lyk u

sighhh

2005-08-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

n you really are to me

2005-08-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

n i'll nv stop waitinggg

2005-08-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

how should i......

2005-08-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

juz makes u wanna smile :)

2005-08-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

nv been happier :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

n i so want to..